Me, Myself and I
Well, I am who I am. Being myself can’t be compared with others. Being me “John Ervin” is all I whant to be. Who whants to have a good life, friends and a happy family.But I’m not happy enough with the person I am. But I lately I lack self-confidence. Honestly, I want to be myself and be proud and happy all the time. But I do something remotely dumb or silly and embarassing and I’m thinking, “what must these people be thinking about me?” I’m thinking that every person who just watched me do that silly thing is going to walk away and talk behind my back about what a freak I am. Hmm… Well, AnyWayz I’m Happy… I’m just thinking who can judge me.
Anyway. I think my problem is not that I’m not happy with who I am. I’m even kind of proud of what I think or choose to do… My problem is that people around me affect me way too much either because I compare myself to them, or maybe because I still care what they think about me… Tsk3!!!!
